I caught on fire!

I was nervous. Felt like my heart was going insane. Like always i arrived first and had to wait. Why do i keep doing that? At least Laura was on and i could talk to her. She calmed me a bit. The cigarette also helped.
The moment i looked at him was a deja vu. I've never met him, but i know him! I know his eyes, i've dreamed of them! They never had a face till now. It's so strange i had to breath deep so that i wouldnt start shivering. His smiley was even better, i wish i had dreamt bout that too. He was different then what i expected, taller, looked so young. We went in, he grabbed 2 drinks and took me upstairs where we sat down.
I was still nervous and filled with butterflies. Oh, i've missed the butterflies. It's been so long...
The conversation goes on as i keep relaxing. Helps that he's nice. He said he was, i could bet hes the wolf masked as a sheep. I got a chance to calm myself when he left for another drink and a bathroom break. I had to get some air, so i suggested to go out. I felt like going home. So we left Porters and walked a bit thru Temple bar. My feet were killing me thankfully the pain was distracting. Still he walked too fast so i grabbed his arm to lean on him a bit. And then, for us to sneak thru the crowd he went ahead and my hand slipped along his arm and our hands met. That's how memories are made. That was a moment standing still in time. It froze for me so that i could remember...
i couldnt shake the feeling i had to run home and still he took us to Soder&Co. We got a table and he went for drinks. Took forever, i couldnt believe i got so paranoid that i would imagine him gone and leaving me there. I liked the place, my energy dropped low and i couldnt think so that was good. We talked for an hour or so and he noticed my tiredness and proposed for us to leave. "You can't go home without a kiss!" What?? I thought my ears were dreaming already...he repeated his question. Was like a reflex: i stood up fast and sat next to him and we kissed. So eager at first, like we havent seen each other in a while...