I can't really control the way i feel. I'm so mesmerised by the bursting of thoughts flying thru my head that its hard to think straight. Or talk right. You arent often on my mind...More like i can't really stop thinking about you. I wish i could show u my heart.

Bad timing.

The clock is runing forward and time is late again

i keep on wishfull thinking as you are next to me

But when i try to reach you keep escaping this.

You're calling for tomorrow

I answered yeterday.

We're going round in circles 

Yet never end in place

For fear of falling harder and way over our heels

Its shame to keep on looking so far from where we'll be

For now its laughs and giggles to warm us in this night

Till sun comes up to tear us and our dream apart.

Run away heart!
never needed your help.
Uve been numb for a reason
Always kept to yourself

Go as far as wind takes you
And see if i care
Youre more stranger then strangers
Living light years away

You cant feel and you know it
Why u try to pretend?
With another fake promise
Of a sweet never end?

Least ill find peace
With you gone from my life
I wont worry for nothing
With u out of my sight.

Either go or be dead
Here ive counted your days
Youll be left out of breath
If you keep with my ways.

What will you find when you're not even looking?
You've been waiting on peace
Though you know it aint coming.
You're not born to be free
When you're chained to surroundings.

Have you ever felt black?
Like you're one with the night?
Screamed to heaven or hell with no sound from your mouth
with no hope in your mind and your eyes with no light?

Standing on the edge of nothing

Looking down into this pit of darkness

The mirror of myself.

I see the sun in everything, the life i love,

The joy of people who suround me, 

I care for each and everything.

Its only one to leave a shadow

Of hatred steaming from inside

One only lost into this mirror

I love it all but hate myself.